Ophelia is looking for death. She is desperate and tired of life. The reason: Her father passed away just some days ago. She does not accept, that he is gone and wants him back. Because of that she starts some experiments to come close to him: Je jumps from a high bridge, out of a fast driving car, but each time gets injured only a little bit. When she drinks a mix of some deadly pharmaceutical substances, she goes to sleep in a frozen lake. Here she dives in into a world of beautiful pictures, happy memories and light.